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I love you all who read my blogs, you truely mean alot. So i got my Blood On The Dance Floor Epic Bundle today, and the album I'm going to rate, let me just say worth having a listen to!


The album i do just love is Blood On The Dance Floors Epic, This album Is extremely different to the other's, just like them really but I've viewed it. This Is a more dancing, moshing anything cd to be honest, for when your with your friends, or just fancy a party. It would more than likely get you dancing. Anyway back to Blood On The Dance Floor, my favourite has to be Believe, It's the best song on the whole cd, I mean the music Is good but the lyrics are powerful and have a whole story behinde it, which i will tell you at the end of this review. The bit that caught my eye the most was: “Believe in me, Just keep your faith and believe in all that you make.Believe in me, My love is not a gamble; You can count on me”. See I find the lyrics powering aswell as clever. Aswell as lyrics being clever, I find the album cover so strange, but clever at the same time, as it's Dahvie (left) and Jayy (right) looking so different but i love it, they are two amazing lads and i have proof Dahvie spoke to me which i will also upload a picture of after this review. My favourite's on the album are: CandyLand, Lose Control, Party On and I.D.G.A.F.
My Grade: 9.7/10.

The story beinde believe:
September 10th 10:00PM My life was taken away from me. I was thrown in the pits of hell innocently from an evil plot in attempts to destroy my very own existence. In my darkest hour you can hear a thousand screams of the people compressed in darkness. Everything that i build up from ground. Everything that i bled for everything i worked for had turned into a game of Russian Roulette. No escape! This was my fate until i learned to let go of everything that i love and opened my heart. I once lost faith. I was a soul who didn't believe in anything. But when darkness came and i confessed my absolute beliefs and faith again... When i started to believe... Just like that! The gates of hell opened up to release me... I was free to walk among the living again. It was like hitting a switch in a dark hall the light made everything clear to me. I knew my purpose and design in life. Regaining my faith become a better soul. It opened up a path to save life's and be more than just a band but a movement. I knew after that day i wanted to make something for the world. o anyone whose ever lost something or someone. To carry on and stay positive. We all die it's and awfully big adventure. Do not be afraid of death. Let death casts it's shadowy eye a pon you and guide you into eternal infinity. learn to let go and embrace your beautiful self. Live like your living and not like your dying. Believe <3 That simple work I learned from reading Peter Pan books inspired me to write that song. Remember: We only live once. Mate it count <3 co :") BELIEVE

Fatally yours
- Vanity.


So there's the story behinde it and now for proof he talked to me.

BEST DAY EVER! I mean i really do love him for commenting. So that's it for today's blog, hope im making up for lost blogging.

Love Ellie Vanity.

Help?

I think you all should message me or something on facebook about day to day updates.... I'm really bad at doing day to day ones. Sooo.....

Not alot has happened, had some new pics of me taken and that's about it. But i can't just put a 2 dentence blog so time to stretch!

Today:
I was playing with a SLINKY! I haven't played or seen one of those in AGES! I was really excitied, yes i am that sad. But i'm allways honest in my blogs, never fake, like some blogs i read on here, there PATHETIC! But anyway im not going to start another rant on about fake people, GAHH they wind me up. Anyway back to the SLINKY it was so cool it was longer than a normal one and GOLD! It was my favourite but didn't get to keep it. How sad?

I really don't know what to right about now...... I need comments/inboxes on what i should blog about  in future, so feel free <3.

Love Ellie Vanity.

Catch Up....

Ok, so i have been asked to start using this regularly again by a few people. So this is for you. As i used to i will start with something of Briemo's, then i'll go onto a music album i CAN'T stop listening to, then probely just rant on again like usual. Hope you like my new blog!

Ok so maybe not, as Briemo's website isn't working. Well i have some other news which i've accidently done through my blogs, type in Briemo in lower case or upper case letter and you get 3 pictures from my blogs: Antony, RhineStone and one of Briemo's poems, and i do apologise to anyone who's pictures do go on google imgaes due to my blogs. So i think i will lay off the images for a bit. Anyway now to the album.



The album i do just love is Lady Gaga The Fame, This album Is extremely different to the other's, just like her really but I've viewed it. This Is a more dancing/charts cd, for when your with your friends, or just fancy a party. It would more than likely get you dancing. Anyway back to Lady Gaga, my favourite has to be Love Game, It's the best song on the whole cd, I mean the music Is good but the lyrics are powerful, and have so much meaning behinde them. The bit that caught my eye the most was: “Let's play a lovegame, Play a lovegame, Do you want love? Or you want fame? Are you in the game?Doin' the lovegame”. See I find the lyrics powering aswell as clever. Aswell as lyrics being clever, I find the album cover so strange, but clever at the same time, as it's half glass glasses and the rest black, i really like who she is and what she stands for, she's so different, and reminds me of me to be honest. My favourite's on the album are: Poker Face, Paparazzi Love Game and Just Dance.
My Grade: 9.1/10.

Now a rant as prommissed.

Have you seen that new cadburys chocolate fingers advert, in my opinion i find that VERY racists. They do have white cadburys chocolate fingers, yet they aren't shown in the advert, in my opinion it could have advertised both, or just been less racists by putting them in.

Aswell as taht advert have you seen that K.I.A advert, that's AWFUL! Keith, Ian and Andy, someone needs to be sacked, the worst idea i've ever heard of, even my little 9 year brother could have done better! And im being serioud, im teaching him how to draw, and he's like im the only crap drawer in this house, so im taking time out of my life to help him, and he's getting better. He is just like me at this age, i can't draw, im nto going to attempt *chucks pencil on floor and walks off in temper*. I kinda miss being young to be honest, they have it easy, they don't face the hurtfulness of: LOVE, FRIENDS, FAMILY and the rest of the stuff we have to go through, well i said i wouldn't have a boyfriend, but i've had a lot (not being big headed), but i have and i wish i never went out with any of them, i like a lad at the moment anyway, im hoping he's different.

Anyways thats enough ranting on for a day, hope you liked my catch up blog.

Love Ellie Vanity.

Argg!

Ima pirate!

Well so much has gone on, no wonder i haven't been blogging. Well just to let you know, I'm still here and pretty well alive. I am trying my very best to keep on here and keep blogging. I love you all. Time for some more Briemo? I think so. This blog will be about reviewing of Cd's, Biremo, stereotyping and properly just a rant from me. Well hope you enjoy it.











 So we start of with a drawing by Briemo. Just by looking at the picture you just see and emo girl sitting on a bench right? But look at her and the bench she is actually sitting on. It's basically saying where ever she is, the world is dead around her, she should give up and be sad forever. Which is horrible because she looks just like me to be honest, but i don't think i should do that, she may be sad for a reason though. Anyway the drawing it's self is really good because i love how it's aimed at sadness and how you can relate it to yourselves.





Judging
In my opinion that's what it should be called, but it's not finished yet anyway on with the poem.


It's funny,
How people percieve you,
but emo, just idn't a look, honey.
If you gave me a chance to explain,
that we all have feelings,
and we all share pain,
maybe you'd realise,
we're all the same.
People look at others,
with disgust,
[is that a must?],
Just because they dont,
look or act the same,
you have the obligation,
to take their feelings in vain?
Can we think before,
we act, since we dont,
know all the facts,
give the other,
person a try,
before creating lies,
of how they are,
in your mind.

- Briemo.


CDS

So, i recentley ordered some stuff off of the blood on the dance floor merch website. And i got a cd. Which i have listened to the odd few songs online, which i think they are amazing! So i think that you should give them a listen and write your opinions yourself.


Stereotyping
 Wow, stereotpying is the new thing to do, well your pathetic. No one will change for you we are who we end of story. I just hate people stereotyping it's the main thing i hate! They should grow up and stop being pathetic! They make me feel sick!

 
"Let's Make Nasty" Roxy Cottontail & Larry Tee - Afrojack Remix"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DPUTZfA8UNg


 There is the link! It is my fave song at the moment! It's just so different, i can listen to it and not be bothered who hears it! I love it give it a listen, honestly.



Ok that's enough ranting on from me for a day.

Love Ellie Vanity.

So i just want to apologise for not blogging in ages, but I've had a bit of a bumpy road, but before i tell you about that here's a drawing by Briemo i want to talk about then after a picture of Alex Evan's. Then you can hear about my boring life.

So this picture, it does speak 1000 words. If you look beyond the actual drawing it's self you can see so much more. You may just see a male and a female kissing but there's like a message behind it, love will look glamorous but really it's a world of pain. He has like copper brown hair with stretches and she has black hair with a lip ring, and to be honest this picture remind me of my and my ex boyfriend, and yes we did break up recently. But it looks like us a lot, but i don't mind that we finished because at least me and him could still be friends. I'll find someone new because i have plenty who like me, not meaning to sound big headed or nothing but it's true and i speak the truth.









No i didn't take this picture, Alex Evans did and i don't try and claim it. But i wanted to use it because i love converse. And it looks just like my converse but mine are black and white his looks more of a lighter colour. I have some pictures like this so i will upload and show you another time.






Now to tell you what happened between me and my boyfriend/ex. We was all fine and dandy, until he changed his relationship status on facebook to single, yes that was his sad, pathetic way of telling me, so i inboxed him asking why he did it, he replied trying to blame me, when i clearly know i did nothing wrong. So yes we are over and i am single yet again, i think i will find someone soon though who i love and won't upset me like that. But i do love all my fans and i wont let anything get me down, so i will keep blogging for you all.

Love Ellie Vanity.

Another Big Blog Apology.

Ahh I'm getting rubbish at keeping up with these blogs, but i am trying i promise, I've just had so much to do. Anyway i have some good news! My dad let me have my lip done, and it looks so ace even more so when i backcomb my hair, so i think i will do it like that for school. So i will try my hardest to keep updating my blog. Now 'm going to do a day to day thing again but also start off with another of Briemo's poems, so from Monday to Sunday, but first one of my favourite poems by Briemo.

You Still Love Her.


You still love her,
I can see it in your,
Eyes.
Don't tell me it's not true,
Don't even attempt to deny.
I feel that empty space,
Between us.
Even though, your body is,
Right next to mine.
You tell me It'll be,
ALRIGHT.
You tell me everything,
Will be fine.
I try believing, but all,
I'm doing is deceiving.
I know you still think of,
Her. Even when I'm around.
She's the one you look for,
When you're feeling down.
I know you want me there,
For you, but I know you,
Want her there for you too.
You say you love me more,
Than anything. But I,
Know you love her too.
So, when you're ready to,
Drop me, Just know,
I won't have anywhere,
To land. When you go,
Back to the girl, with
Your heart in her hands.

- Briemo.

Now just another thing, I found this thing it's so stereotyping so, I thought i would share it with you all.

I saw that and i thought that is so stereotyped at “EMOS”. As people call them. The words are so harsh “I'm gonna draw a picture, A picture with a Twist... I'll draw it with a razor blade, I'll draw It on my WRIST”. As i said the words are harsh, but the meaning behind it is, as “EMOS” are known for apparently slitting there wrists to become an “EMO”, It's showing that “EMOS” cut them selves with a  razor blade and draw picture with them instead of drawing on paper. Which i think is horrible to stereotype someone, It's pointless, no one is anything but them selves.



Now back to what I've been doing for nearly a whole week and not blogging once, which again i apologise for. So this is what I've been doing.


Monday - Not much happened just back to school yey ha ha not. Just found out what lessons i had etc. As i said nothing much.
Tuesday - The same as Monday really.
Wednesday - It's pretty much the same the whole week till Friday.
Thursday - As I said for Wednesday.
Friday - Went camping and just went out for the night.
Saturday - Got my lip done brought some new stuff, hung out with Amba listened to some bands was all good.
Sunday - Come home from camping and got a KFC! Bonus! Bout it just get ready for school for tomorrow.



Don't really know what else to put, so I guess that Is It today.

Love Ellie Vanity.

Big Apology!

Ok, so i know i haven't posted in days! So yes, this is my apology to you all. But i have been so busy, with family, friends everything really. So I'm really sorry but i will try and keep you updated everyday if possible. This blog will have every detail about what I've done and what's going to happen and again a poem by Briemo. I just love starting blog of with them poems. Recently I've read them a lot, so i have another favourite which i will put on under this paragraph, then tell you what I've been doing to be so busy, not to blog for days, anyway hope you like Briemo's poem as much as i do.

I should have remembered
LOVE doesn't last
Forever.
I pick up my phone,
Dial your number,
Hoping you aren't,
In a deep slumber,
It rang once, twice,
Then I heard a,
"Hello"?
Your voice sounded,
So sad,
So low,
I immediately asked,
What was wrong,
Your hesitation took,
Too long,
I held my breath,
You had sighed,
At that moment,
A part of me had,
died,
A whispered "I Love You",
Escaped my lips,
And my tears began to,
Fall,
This was "The End" after,
all,
You whispered my name,
I got a spark of hope,
That this broken love would be saved,
And our hearts would be sewn,
But the last thing I heard was 
The dial tone.....
 
- Briemo.

Ok so now why i have been so busy. Well that's confused me, apparently my last blog was done while i was shopping. Well it's clearly got the wrong time.

Friday -

I went shopping with my 2 brothers and my mum to find some new stuff, we went in loads of shops, Blue Banana, Pulp, JD for my brother, etc. We never seem to buy much up town, but this time we brought more than normal! My older brother got some new shoes, my little brother got a squeezey ball thing and a jumper for his teddy from build a bear, my mum didn't get anything, and i got some black shag bands, a purse and a new top.
So that's what we got but the people that i saw! They all looked so cool. I mean their hair honestly, i could marry it! They was big spiky and basically like my favourite hair ever. Honestly, i love hair it's one of the first things i look for on a boy, well that and personality are my main things. I know yes that seems sad and shallow, but they have a good personality and decent hair they are fit. I've always been into hair, i guess that's why when i was young i wanted to be a hairdresser, but now i want to be a photographer, like Alex Evans and Paul Griffiths, that now is my dream and passion. I've been told i could end up being one though! I really want to, a lot to be honest.

Saturday -

Not a lot happened on Saturday either, my boyfriend Dan Dan Stefan Warwick dyed his hair red, I'll add a picture to the bottom of this also after the Sunday bit and obviously name them. Saturday was a strange day but i got to see my niece's and nephew's and i hadn't seen them in ages, so it was lovely! My niece is becoming a bit of a make-up addict, let's just not let her turn into a fake, she looks up to me a lot so I'm hoping she comes my way. I know that sounds harsh and she should choose her own path and she is, she is following my steps at the moment, she reminds me of a younger version of me at the moment, let's just hope she grows up like me too! Anyway that's about it for Saturday.



Sunday -

Nothing really interesting happened, i made a new friend called Danni, which i think he is cool, and we was talking for like 5 minutes and he was already calling me cute! It was very sweet for him. But he likes another girl and i have a boyfriend, so it wouldn't work. But i had a Sunday dinner, and it was lovely, i love my dad's special roast potato's honestly, i can't wait to learn his recipe. I'll put a picture of Danni on the bottom of this part in a minute. But he also has lovely hair and he's an indie! Not a lot else happened on Sunday but i guess it was a good day, i just don't know what to put because the others are a lot longer than this one, but all well, I've made it a bit longer.

Now for the picture of Dan Dan and Danni.

Dan Dan Stefan Warwick ( My Boyfriend ), Yes he's dyed his hair RED! He dyes his hair too much in my opinion but i tell him that. I love his necklace in this picture too, this is probably one of my favourite picture's of him, he's just amazing in every way. No I'm not just saying that because he's my boyfriend! I mean it even if we wasn't dating i would still say the same. So yeah this is his new hair and i love it.

Danni Indie Asaur, So this is him. I love his hair to, because it's 2 different colours, blonde and brown i love them colours on him. I have a top that's similar to that but my stripes are bigger and i love his necklace, basically i just love everything about this picture, one of my favourite picture's ever well apart from Dan Dan's.
















Love Ellie Vanity.