So much...

So much keeps happening, i can never keep a day to day blog, but there we go. We can't all keep our promises. Yes that was a secret dig at someone....
I know i shouldn't be putting out my anger onto these blogs but sometimes i have to let it out one way or another, so i choose this way. Soo.....

Recently, a lot as i said earlier has been happening, i just don't know what to do, it's kinda messing with my head now. And it's anoying EVERYONE, so i just feel like shutting myself off from the world, writing more poems, drawing some more, and upating my blogs more.

I'm not very good on knowing what to put on these but im not doing bad i guess. Anyway let me tell you about EVERYTHING that has happened:

So recently just as plain usual though, haters and jelousy people been trying to bring me down, pfft that don't work on me, because i see straight through you all, hate me all you like but haters make me famous and i will NEVER forget that. You may see im putting the important words in capitals, but that's because i'm not in the best of moods. I means like last night i had a right go at my boyfriend from no reason, and i love him so much i really didn't mean to. Incase your wondering my boyfriend in Antony Bramley who i've mentioned several times on these blogs. But anyway back to blogging, i just can't handle it, and the snow is doing my head in aswell now, i'm just so lost and confused in this world, i just want to take a step back into my world to cal down, but i cant.

Anyway im going to break up from these long paragraphs with a picture i drew.....

Chris Dakota, he is one of my biggest inspirations, so i gave ti a bash at drawing him and he turned out really well so there is one picture.












Chris Dakota again, yet again i thought i would     just   give drawing him a go and look at it, i love them both.












Ok this is it for my blog today.





Love Ellie Vanity.

SOMEONE ROBBED MY NAME!

Ok, so im the ORIGINAL Ellie Vanity, and some girl has robbed my name, well im here to stay, and im Ellie Vanity till death. So steal my name i'll be more famous than you darling. =). Ahh people stress me out.

Okie so this lad i've known for ages Jordan, is really AMAZING! So thought i would give him a quick mention.

Another mention is Antony, my new boyfriend, i love him dearly and to be honest dunno what i would do without him. Yes it's the same Antony i've mentioned on most of my blogs, and who's commented a few times, but yeah im happy =).

Can't think of anything else to put so that's it for today.

Love Ellie Vanity.

RANDOM RANDOM RANDOM....

BLURG, just a quick blog, to get little brother on the internet, so here is an image of him:




















LIKE/DISLIKE?

Love Ellie Vanity x

NEW BLOG NEW BLOG NEW BLOG!

I love you all who read my blogs, you truely mean alot. So i got my Blood On The Dance Floor Epic Bundle today, and the album I'm going to rate, let me just say worth having a listen to!


The album i do just love is Blood On The Dance Floors Epic, This album Is extremely different to the other's, just like them really but I've viewed it. This Is a more dancing, moshing anything cd to be honest, for when your with your friends, or just fancy a party. It would more than likely get you dancing. Anyway back to Blood On The Dance Floor, my favourite has to be Believe, It's the best song on the whole cd, I mean the music Is good but the lyrics are powerful and have a whole story behinde it, which i will tell you at the end of this review. The bit that caught my eye the most was: “Believe in me, Just keep your faith and believe in all that you make.Believe in me, My love is not a gamble; You can count on me”. See I find the lyrics powering aswell as clever. Aswell as lyrics being clever, I find the album cover so strange, but clever at the same time, as it's Dahvie (left) and Jayy (right) looking so different but i love it, they are two amazing lads and i have proof Dahvie spoke to me which i will also upload a picture of after this review. My favourite's on the album are: CandyLand, Lose Control, Party On and I.D.G.A.F.
My Grade: 9.7/10.

The story beinde believe:
September 10th 10:00PM My life was taken away from me. I was thrown in the pits of hell innocently from an evil plot in attempts to destroy my very own existence. In my darkest hour you can hear a thousand screams of the people compressed in darkness. Everything that i build up from ground. Everything that i bled for everything i worked for had turned into a game of Russian Roulette. No escape! This was my fate until i learned to let go of everything that i love and opened my heart. I once lost faith. I was a soul who didn't believe in anything. But when darkness came and i confessed my absolute beliefs and faith again... When i started to believe... Just like that! The gates of hell opened up to release me... I was free to walk among the living again. It was like hitting a switch in a dark hall the light made everything clear to me. I knew my purpose and design in life. Regaining my faith become a better soul. It opened up a path to save life's and be more than just a band but a movement. I knew after that day i wanted to make something for the world. o anyone whose ever lost something or someone. To carry on and stay positive. We all die it's and awfully big adventure. Do not be afraid of death. Let death casts it's shadowy eye a pon you and guide you into eternal infinity. learn to let go and embrace your beautiful self. Live like your living and not like your dying. Believe <3 That simple work I learned from reading Peter Pan books inspired me to write that song. Remember: We only live once. Mate it count <3 co :") BELIEVE

Fatally yours
- Vanity.


So there's the story behinde it and now for proof he talked to me.

BEST DAY EVER! I mean i really do love him for commenting. So that's it for today's blog, hope im making up for lost blogging.

Love Ellie Vanity.

Help?

I think you all should message me or something on facebook about day to day updates.... I'm really bad at doing day to day ones. Sooo.....

Not alot has happened, had some new pics of me taken and that's about it. But i can't just put a 2 dentence blog so time to stretch!

Today:
I was playing with a SLINKY! I haven't played or seen one of those in AGES! I was really excitied, yes i am that sad. But i'm allways honest in my blogs, never fake, like some blogs i read on here, there PATHETIC! But anyway im not going to start another rant on about fake people, GAHH they wind me up. Anyway back to the SLINKY it was so cool it was longer than a normal one and GOLD! It was my favourite but didn't get to keep it. How sad?

I really don't know what to right about now...... I need comments/inboxes on what i should blog about  in future, so feel free <3.

Love Ellie Vanity.

Catch Up....

Ok, so i have been asked to start using this regularly again by a few people. So this is for you. As i used to i will start with something of Briemo's, then i'll go onto a music album i CAN'T stop listening to, then probely just rant on again like usual. Hope you like my new blog!

Ok so maybe not, as Briemo's website isn't working. Well i have some other news which i've accidently done through my blogs, type in Briemo in lower case or upper case letter and you get 3 pictures from my blogs: Antony, RhineStone and one of Briemo's poems, and i do apologise to anyone who's pictures do go on google imgaes due to my blogs. So i think i will lay off the images for a bit. Anyway now to the album.



The album i do just love is Lady Gaga The Fame, This album Is extremely different to the other's, just like her really but I've viewed it. This Is a more dancing/charts cd, for when your with your friends, or just fancy a party. It would more than likely get you dancing. Anyway back to Lady Gaga, my favourite has to be Love Game, It's the best song on the whole cd, I mean the music Is good but the lyrics are powerful, and have so much meaning behinde them. The bit that caught my eye the most was: “Let's play a lovegame, Play a lovegame, Do you want love? Or you want fame? Are you in the game?Doin' the lovegame”. See I find the lyrics powering aswell as clever. Aswell as lyrics being clever, I find the album cover so strange, but clever at the same time, as it's half glass glasses and the rest black, i really like who she is and what she stands for, she's so different, and reminds me of me to be honest. My favourite's on the album are: Poker Face, Paparazzi Love Game and Just Dance.
My Grade: 9.1/10.

Now a rant as prommissed.

Have you seen that new cadburys chocolate fingers advert, in my opinion i find that VERY racists. They do have white cadburys chocolate fingers, yet they aren't shown in the advert, in my opinion it could have advertised both, or just been less racists by putting them in.

Aswell as taht advert have you seen that K.I.A advert, that's AWFUL! Keith, Ian and Andy, someone needs to be sacked, the worst idea i've ever heard of, even my little 9 year brother could have done better! And im being serioud, im teaching him how to draw, and he's like im the only crap drawer in this house, so im taking time out of my life to help him, and he's getting better. He is just like me at this age, i can't draw, im nto going to attempt *chucks pencil on floor and walks off in temper*. I kinda miss being young to be honest, they have it easy, they don't face the hurtfulness of: LOVE, FRIENDS, FAMILY and the rest of the stuff we have to go through, well i said i wouldn't have a boyfriend, but i've had a lot (not being big headed), but i have and i wish i never went out with any of them, i like a lad at the moment anyway, im hoping he's different.

Anyways thats enough ranting on for a day, hope you liked my catch up blog.

Love Ellie Vanity.

Argg!

Ima pirate!

Well so much has gone on, no wonder i haven't been blogging. Well just to let you know, I'm still here and pretty well alive. I am trying my very best to keep on here and keep blogging. I love you all. Time for some more Briemo? I think so. This blog will be about reviewing of Cd's, Biremo, stereotyping and properly just a rant from me. Well hope you enjoy it.











 So we start of with a drawing by Briemo. Just by looking at the picture you just see and emo girl sitting on a bench right? But look at her and the bench she is actually sitting on. It's basically saying where ever she is, the world is dead around her, she should give up and be sad forever. Which is horrible because she looks just like me to be honest, but i don't think i should do that, she may be sad for a reason though. Anyway the drawing it's self is really good because i love how it's aimed at sadness and how you can relate it to yourselves.





Judging
In my opinion that's what it should be called, but it's not finished yet anyway on with the poem.


It's funny,
How people percieve you,
but emo, just idn't a look, honey.
If you gave me a chance to explain,
that we all have feelings,
and we all share pain,
maybe you'd realise,
we're all the same.
People look at others,
with disgust,
[is that a must?],
Just because they dont,
look or act the same,
you have the obligation,
to take their feelings in vain?
Can we think before,
we act, since we dont,
know all the facts,
give the other,
person a try,
before creating lies,
of how they are,
in your mind.

- Briemo.


CDS

So, i recentley ordered some stuff off of the blood on the dance floor merch website. And i got a cd. Which i have listened to the odd few songs online, which i think they are amazing! So i think that you should give them a listen and write your opinions yourself.


Stereotyping
 Wow, stereotpying is the new thing to do, well your pathetic. No one will change for you we are who we end of story. I just hate people stereotyping it's the main thing i hate! They should grow up and stop being pathetic! They make me feel sick!

 
"Let's Make Nasty" Roxy Cottontail & Larry Tee - Afrojack Remix"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DPUTZfA8UNg


 There is the link! It is my fave song at the moment! It's just so different, i can listen to it and not be bothered who hears it! I love it give it a listen, honestly.



Ok that's enough ranting on from me for a day.

Love Ellie Vanity.

So i just want to apologise for not blogging in ages, but I've had a bit of a bumpy road, but before i tell you about that here's a drawing by Briemo i want to talk about then after a picture of Alex Evan's. Then you can hear about my boring life.

So this picture, it does speak 1000 words. If you look beyond the actual drawing it's self you can see so much more. You may just see a male and a female kissing but there's like a message behind it, love will look glamorous but really it's a world of pain. He has like copper brown hair with stretches and she has black hair with a lip ring, and to be honest this picture remind me of my and my ex boyfriend, and yes we did break up recently. But it looks like us a lot, but i don't mind that we finished because at least me and him could still be friends. I'll find someone new because i have plenty who like me, not meaning to sound big headed or nothing but it's true and i speak the truth.









No i didn't take this picture, Alex Evans did and i don't try and claim it. But i wanted to use it because i love converse. And it looks just like my converse but mine are black and white his looks more of a lighter colour. I have some pictures like this so i will upload and show you another time.






Now to tell you what happened between me and my boyfriend/ex. We was all fine and dandy, until he changed his relationship status on facebook to single, yes that was his sad, pathetic way of telling me, so i inboxed him asking why he did it, he replied trying to blame me, when i clearly know i did nothing wrong. So yes we are over and i am single yet again, i think i will find someone soon though who i love and won't upset me like that. But i do love all my fans and i wont let anything get me down, so i will keep blogging for you all.

Love Ellie Vanity.

Another Big Blog Apology.

Ahh I'm getting rubbish at keeping up with these blogs, but i am trying i promise, I've just had so much to do. Anyway i have some good news! My dad let me have my lip done, and it looks so ace even more so when i backcomb my hair, so i think i will do it like that for school. So i will try my hardest to keep updating my blog. Now 'm going to do a day to day thing again but also start off with another of Briemo's poems, so from Monday to Sunday, but first one of my favourite poems by Briemo.

You Still Love Her.


You still love her,
I can see it in your,
Eyes.
Don't tell me it's not true,
Don't even attempt to deny.
I feel that empty space,
Between us.
Even though, your body is,
Right next to mine.
You tell me It'll be,
ALRIGHT.
You tell me everything,
Will be fine.
I try believing, but all,
I'm doing is deceiving.
I know you still think of,
Her. Even when I'm around.
She's the one you look for,
When you're feeling down.
I know you want me there,
For you, but I know you,
Want her there for you too.
You say you love me more,
Than anything. But I,
Know you love her too.
So, when you're ready to,
Drop me, Just know,
I won't have anywhere,
To land. When you go,
Back to the girl, with
Your heart in her hands.

- Briemo.

Now just another thing, I found this thing it's so stereotyping so, I thought i would share it with you all.

I saw that and i thought that is so stereotyped at “EMOS”. As people call them. The words are so harsh “I'm gonna draw a picture, A picture with a Twist... I'll draw it with a razor blade, I'll draw It on my WRIST”. As i said the words are harsh, but the meaning behind it is, as “EMOS” are known for apparently slitting there wrists to become an “EMO”, It's showing that “EMOS” cut them selves with a  razor blade and draw picture with them instead of drawing on paper. Which i think is horrible to stereotype someone, It's pointless, no one is anything but them selves.



Now back to what I've been doing for nearly a whole week and not blogging once, which again i apologise for. So this is what I've been doing.


Monday - Not much happened just back to school yey ha ha not. Just found out what lessons i had etc. As i said nothing much.
Tuesday - The same as Monday really.
Wednesday - It's pretty much the same the whole week till Friday.
Thursday - As I said for Wednesday.
Friday - Went camping and just went out for the night.
Saturday - Got my lip done brought some new stuff, hung out with Amba listened to some bands was all good.
Sunday - Come home from camping and got a KFC! Bonus! Bout it just get ready for school for tomorrow.



Don't really know what else to put, so I guess that Is It today.

Love Ellie Vanity.

Big Apology!

Ok, so i know i haven't posted in days! So yes, this is my apology to you all. But i have been so busy, with family, friends everything really. So I'm really sorry but i will try and keep you updated everyday if possible. This blog will have every detail about what I've done and what's going to happen and again a poem by Briemo. I just love starting blog of with them poems. Recently I've read them a lot, so i have another favourite which i will put on under this paragraph, then tell you what I've been doing to be so busy, not to blog for days, anyway hope you like Briemo's poem as much as i do.

I should have remembered
LOVE doesn't last
Forever.
I pick up my phone,
Dial your number,
Hoping you aren't,
In a deep slumber,
It rang once, twice,
Then I heard a,
"Hello"?
Your voice sounded,
So sad,
So low,
I immediately asked,
What was wrong,
Your hesitation took,
Too long,
I held my breath,
You had sighed,
At that moment,
A part of me had,
died,
A whispered "I Love You",
Escaped my lips,
And my tears began to,
Fall,
This was "The End" after,
all,
You whispered my name,
I got a spark of hope,
That this broken love would be saved,
And our hearts would be sewn,
But the last thing I heard was 
The dial tone.....
 
- Briemo.

Ok so now why i have been so busy. Well that's confused me, apparently my last blog was done while i was shopping. Well it's clearly got the wrong time.

Friday -

I went shopping with my 2 brothers and my mum to find some new stuff, we went in loads of shops, Blue Banana, Pulp, JD for my brother, etc. We never seem to buy much up town, but this time we brought more than normal! My older brother got some new shoes, my little brother got a squeezey ball thing and a jumper for his teddy from build a bear, my mum didn't get anything, and i got some black shag bands, a purse and a new top.
So that's what we got but the people that i saw! They all looked so cool. I mean their hair honestly, i could marry it! They was big spiky and basically like my favourite hair ever. Honestly, i love hair it's one of the first things i look for on a boy, well that and personality are my main things. I know yes that seems sad and shallow, but they have a good personality and decent hair they are fit. I've always been into hair, i guess that's why when i was young i wanted to be a hairdresser, but now i want to be a photographer, like Alex Evans and Paul Griffiths, that now is my dream and passion. I've been told i could end up being one though! I really want to, a lot to be honest.

Saturday -

Not a lot happened on Saturday either, my boyfriend Dan Dan Stefan Warwick dyed his hair red, I'll add a picture to the bottom of this also after the Sunday bit and obviously name them. Saturday was a strange day but i got to see my niece's and nephew's and i hadn't seen them in ages, so it was lovely! My niece is becoming a bit of a make-up addict, let's just not let her turn into a fake, she looks up to me a lot so I'm hoping she comes my way. I know that sounds harsh and she should choose her own path and she is, she is following my steps at the moment, she reminds me of a younger version of me at the moment, let's just hope she grows up like me too! Anyway that's about it for Saturday.



Sunday -

Nothing really interesting happened, i made a new friend called Danni, which i think he is cool, and we was talking for like 5 minutes and he was already calling me cute! It was very sweet for him. But he likes another girl and i have a boyfriend, so it wouldn't work. But i had a Sunday dinner, and it was lovely, i love my dad's special roast potato's honestly, i can't wait to learn his recipe. I'll put a picture of Danni on the bottom of this part in a minute. But he also has lovely hair and he's an indie! Not a lot else happened on Sunday but i guess it was a good day, i just don't know what to put because the others are a lot longer than this one, but all well, I've made it a bit longer.

Now for the picture of Dan Dan and Danni.

Dan Dan Stefan Warwick ( My Boyfriend ), Yes he's dyed his hair RED! He dyes his hair too much in my opinion but i tell him that. I love his necklace in this picture too, this is probably one of my favourite picture's of him, he's just amazing in every way. No I'm not just saying that because he's my boyfriend! I mean it even if we wasn't dating i would still say the same. So yeah this is his new hair and i love it.

Danni Indie Asaur, So this is him. I love his hair to, because it's 2 different colours, blonde and brown i love them colours on him. I have a top that's similar to that but my stripes are bigger and i love his necklace, basically i just love everything about this picture, one of my favourite picture's ever well apart from Dan Dan's.
















Love Ellie Vanity.

Briemo, Reviews Ect.

Ok so today, yet again im sorry for not blogging yesterday but im makign up for it. Im going to start with Briemo again and then review some albums that i got asked to review, so i will take that as my album reviewing is good and i shouldn't shut my big mouth! Which is good.

Done.
It makes me sick.
It makes me die.
(just a little more inside)
This is the last time. You make me cry.
Im sick of your bullshit.
Im sick of your lies.
Im sick of the fights.
I tried to be there for you.
You pushed me away.
I cant understand why, your being this way.
This is the last time you make me stay.
I cant go on, i cant live this way.
Im done with this.
Im done with you.
I want you to know.
I hate you too.
Im done with your bullshit.
Im done with your lies.
Im done loving the one,
who made me cry.

- Briemo.

I find the poems so powerful and i get them, i love how Briemo writes about life.


Right now on with the reviews.

First Album i have been asked the review was You Me At Six's Hold me Down, This album is abit like All Time Low's i reviewed. This Is a rocking out cd but not as rocking out as Breaking Benjamin. It would more than likely get you moshing/dancing. My favourite has to be Underdog, It's the best song on the whole cd, I mean the music Is good but the lyrics are powerful. The bit that caught my eye the most was: “Underdog, just look at the mess you made, It's such a shame, a shame, We had to find out this way, Revenge loves company, three makes it a crowd, So wash your mouth, and sit this one out.” See I find the lyrics powering. I find the album cover so strange, but clever at the same time. My favourite's on the album are: Underdog, Liquid Confidence, Throphy Eyes And Fireworks. This bands style of music reminds me of All Time Low, but they stick to the same kind of stuff, but keep trying slightly new stuff.
My Grade: 9.4/10.

Second Album i have been asked the review was Green Day's Insomniac, This album is abit like a mix between All Time Low's album and Breaking Benjamin's album. This Is also a rocking out cd but not as rocking out as Breaking Benjamin. It would more than likely get you moshing/dancing. My favourite has to be Brat, It's the best song on the whole cd, I mean the music Is good but the lyrics are amazing. The bit that caught my eye the most was: “Mom and Dad don't look so hot these days, They're getting over the hill, Death is closing in and catching up, As far as I can tell, Got a plan of action and cold blood, And it smells of defiance, I'll just wait for Mom and Dad to die, And got my inheritance.” See I find the lyrics amazing and also powering but yet at the same time upsetting when it says “I'll just wait for Mom and Dad to die.” I find the album cover so strange, but clever at the same time, It looks like he's having an eye test and an x-ray aswell as playing the violin, he has so many hands. My favourite's on the album are: Brat, No Pride, 86 And Armatage Shanks. This bands style of music reminds me of a mix of All Time Low and Breaking Benjamin, but they stick to the same kind of stuff, but keep trying slightly new stuff.

My Grade: 9.7/10.

Third Album i have been asked the review was Green Day's Dookie, This album is abit like a mix between All Time Low's album and Breaking Benjamin's album again. This Is also a rocking out cd but not as rocking out as Breaking Benjamin. It would more than likely get you moshing/dancing. My favourite has to be Basket Case, It's the best song on the whole cd, I mean the music Is good but the lyrics are different. The bit that caught my eye the most was: “Sometimes I give myself the creeps, Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me, It all keeps adding up, I think I'm cracking up! Am I just paranoid? Am I just stoned?.” See I find the lyrics amazing and also powering but it's like he don't know what is going on and he is confussed. I find the album cover so cartoony which i guess can be good, My favourite's on the album are: Basket Case, She, In The End And Having A Blast. This bands style of music reminds me of a mix of All Time Low and Breaking Benjamin.

My Grade: 9.5/10.

The Fourth Album and last album for abit, i have been asked the review was Green Day's 21st Cemtury Breakdown, This album is abit like a mix between All Time Low's album and Breaking Benjamin's album again. This Is also another rocking out cd but not as rocking out as Breaking Benjamin. It would more than likely get you moshing/dancing. My favourite has to be Know Your Enemy, It's the best song on the whole cd, I mean the music Is good but the lyrics are different. The bit that caught my eye the most was: “Silence is the enemy, Against your urgency, So rally up the demons of your soul.” See I find the lyrics amazing and also powering but it's like a demon is taking over and he don't know what to do. I find the album cover so usual which i guess can be good or bad which ever way you want to look at it, My favourite's on the album are: Know Your Enemy, The Static Age, Murder City And East Jesus Nowhere. This bands style of music reminds me of a mix of All Time Low and Breaking Benjamin.

My Grade: 9.8/10.


 That's it for a blog today hope i made up for yesterday's missed out blog <3 Love you all x

Ellie Vanity.

Briemo, Friends Ect...

Today i thought i could mention a few things. Briemo, Friends Ect.

 Briemo....

If you read some of Briemo's stuff they are really powerful. I found that a couple of the poems stood out but one above the rest. It's named “My Emotions”. It goes,
 

“I Feel

Sick.
Dead.

Sad.

Alone.

I'm sure these emotions

All have shown.

Hopless.

Depressed.

Unwanted.

Ignored.

I know I have nothing to fucking live for. Im ending my life.

I want it to be done.

I'm sick of living.

I get my gun.

I'm getting eager.

I feel the shivers.

I cock the gun back.

I pull the trigger.

 - Briemo.

Friends....


This is Antony, as i've mentioned on nearly all of my blogs, but he's worth mentioning. He's been here for me through thick and thin, and helped me through alot, and has amazing hair. Antony would just love to thankyou again and say your amazing. So thats why you deserve a place Antony.

Ok, so this is Ben. He has amazing hair, it's now black though, spiderbites and is my “brother”. Well he is like one to me, he's there for me and he's just Ben, come on he's ace. So thought you desereved a place on here to Ben.








This is Brian, he deserves a place because he's Brian, he has ace hair, he's my “twin”. Well that's what we like to say. Brian is an amazing person and been there with me through alot, and helps me on games on facebook. He has a few piercings and they are ace! I'm jelous because of the people he's met but at the end of the day he's Brian, and he's amazing so he deserves a place.











Chris gets a place because he is Chris. Jokes you think im going to write long ones for others and not him, don't think so. Anyway Chris gets this place because he's allways there for me too and he said i can use his camera (in the pic). He's a really nice person and we've had some right good convo's. Chris your amazing and you deserve this place.







Dan Dan, he deserves a place because he's amazing, lovely, kind, funny, good looking well everything possible. And no i am not just saying that because he is my boyfriend! I'm saying it because it's true, he's one of the only decent lads i've found in this world and i can't lose him. He is perfect in every way and i love him. That's why Dan Dan deserves a place.










Emily and Sophie, are both really amazing and they deserve a place because as you can see, they are both stunning and really nice people. Me and Emily have had loads of laughs in the past and future we will proberly have more then same goes for Me and Sophie. So that's why they deserve a place.

Emily, she has amazing hair and is very pretty, we haven't talked that much but the convo's we've had have been some of the best. So Emily deserves a place purely because she is ace and that's why she deserves a place.









Fennton, me and him have shared so many laughs and he's gave me some really good advice. No doubt that in the future he will too. He's a really amazing person and has ace hair. We've laughed about everything possible i think, from trannys to gays to even ourselfs. So that's why Fennton deserves a place.











Holly and Shaun, i haven't actually spoke to Holly much but she is really pretty and seems really nice, this one is mainly about Shaun to be honest. So Shaun, he deserves this place because just look at him, he's ace. He is really nice and there for me when i need someone to talk to and he's a really good looking person and has amazing hair! So that's why Holly and Shaun deserve a place.

Jamie, he deserves a place for a few reasons, he's fit, he's ace and our convo's are some of the most amazing convo's anyone could ever have. He's really cool and has one of the best turtle's ever! I call it his electric turtle ='). I love his turtle and i want it! Anyway thats why Jamie deserves a place.





Joe, he has amazing ginger hair and i can tell him anything. I've needed people alot recently and Joe has been here, so i thankyou Joe. So Jthat's why Joe deserves a place.









Khloe, ok so this is Khloe and she has literly been here for me through everything. Plus she was the one who got me and Dan Dan together, so i owe her big time. Khloe is one of my closest friends and we have so many laughs together about killing Jessie Slaughter ect. She's amazing and pretty with and without makeup. That's why Khloe deserves a place.

Leaah, well her makeup is amazing and she is really pretty. I love her hair also and yet again i can tell her anything and she will help me find a solution. She really is amazing and a very clever person. That's why Leaah deserves a place.







Rhinestone, he's amazing, from his hair to his piercings all the way to the famous people he's met. He's amazing and a really good friend. He has a really amazing smile which makes me smile, when im down i can look at this picture or talk to him and i end up smiling. That's why Rhinestone deserves a place.












Rosie, she is amazing, met some amazing people and our convo's are amazing even though we haven't had many. But she is ace. She's really nice and lets just say Room 94. That's why she deserves a place.

Ryan, this may be an old picture of him, but he still looks ace. He's nice and allways there for me and to catch me when i fall. If im ever upset he's allways the first to comment You ok, whats up? And im glad i have him for that because it makes me feel better and as if someone cares, but with Ryan i can tell someone cares. He's a really nice person and has amazing hair. That's why Ryan deserves a place.













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Early morning blogging...

Ok, yes, i was bored so i'd thought i'd do abit of early morning blogging, which means you'll proberly end up with 2 today.



Right when i thought that eating disorders were two years ago, i get a ton of comments along the lines of “IMA FATTEN YOU RIGHT UP, SO YOUR FAT, YOUR FAR TO SKINNY”. I think people don’t understand how offending it is to be called too skinny. It’s exactly like when you call someone too fat. I do not do anything in order to be this skinny, i’ve always been thin. Of course, i do not eat Mcdonalds everyday, and i excerise. But that’s just me caring for my life. i don’t wanna die of a heart attack at eighteen. How sad would that be? People need to understand we were all born with a different metabolism. Some people barely eat, and are still considered over weight. Other people can eat fast food everyday, and won’t gain a single pound. Me i do look after myself though, and yes i do eat Mcdonalds but only sometimes of course, yet i don't gain much weight. So im sorry for my metabolism but thats just how they are.













The whole point of this post is earlier i was on facebook and saw this one quiz/thing for people who are bored out of their mind and decided to do it. Yes you guessed, i was bored out of my mind. The point of the thing is you answer the questions with songs from one band/singer, preferably your favorite one. It’s actually quite fun to do, i think you should do it too and reply to this post with it. So here, my life according to the killers:

Pick Your Artist:
The Killers
Are you male or female?
Human
Describe Yourself:
All these things i’ve done
How do you feel:
Romeo & juliet
Describe where you currently live:
A dustland fairytale
If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Read my mind
Your favorite form of transportation:
Joy ride
Your best friend is:
Mr brightside
What is Life to you:
Midnight show
Your Fear:
The world we live in
What is the best advice you have to give:
Smile like you mean it
How I would like to die:
The river is wild
My motto:
Sweet talk

Okay, so this was my life according to The Killers. Now waiting to see what yours turn out like. So my blog is done for abit.

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Ok, so my last blog didn't go as planned. It was all WRONG! It looked so good but when i posted it, it was wrong! So i apologise if they pictures didn't match up. Yet again im sorry for not posting yesterday, i was really busy, but hey, thats what im here to blog about today.Oh yes and in th future i promise to preview before i post.

So anyway, yesterday was so much fun. I sat talking to Antony for hours! But if your new to reading my blogs, this is Antony. I was also asking people what to put in this blog, as im running out of ideas, so i got told to do a part on my friend Khloe, and review the new BMTH (Bring Me The Horizon) cd. Which in my opinion is strange, loud but it's what im into. So anyway let's start with the ideas i got told to do. Starting with Khloe.

Anyway this is Khloe. She has really nice hair and yes she does have no makeup on but before you say it she does wear it. Before you start saying that the boys in the pictures wear more makeup than her. But as you can see she is naturally beautiful and looks beautiful with and without makeup. Which is what all girls should be able to prove, insted of covering them self in tons of fountain and fake eyelashes. I say this alot, natural beauty is alot more attractive than fake beauty, and yes that is the truth.




So as you may have heard/seen, Bring Me The Horizon have realised a new single called It Never Ends. In my personally opinion i do really adore this song, but i find the video so strange, but different, so i guess its a good thing. There was some parts which made me think eew, like then the nurse cut him open and the blood went every where just to try to slow down the zombie/vampire things. But this single and video as a whole, i think it's really good and yet clever, it's definitley in my top 10 Bring Me The Horizon songs. Also before you fans of All Time Low say anything, you will be like, how can she like this and not All Time Low, that would be a very untrue statement, it's not that i dont like All Time Low because i do, it's just Bring Me The Horizon is more of what im into, but i will judge it fairly, just like the others. This is definitly more of a moshing/rocking out song unlike Lenka's songs more reading books.
My Grade: 9.7/10. 

 And yes, i did say i wouldn't review no more, but i was asked to. Feel free to spread your views across with me and we can talk. So yet again, i apologise for my last blog being mucked up, but in future i will be more careful.



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Oh Hair, How I Love You.

My hair, I've have It In many style's, In this one I have It slightly backcombed and my makeup Is done different to my normal. It's the most recent picture of me, I was going for a bit of a gothic clashed with emo look. I think It looks quite nice on me, because of my face and how my face complextion Is very white and pale which makes It stand out but at the same time blend In with the background.


In this photo of me, and yes It may look like It's the only top I wear but I promise you It Isn't, but anyway back to the photo, I'm doing a sign for all my friends who are very good looking. My hair Is quite short In this photo but looks very nice still, with this photo I have abit of eyeliner on and that also looks very nice, and yes I have more eyeliner on my hand then I do my eyes. Yet again my face complexion is pale but not that pale I have some colour In my cheeks.

Now this photo I have big backcombed hair like Dahvie Vanity, I was going for that kind of hairstyle. I have no makeup so my face Is really pale and blends In with my top, but because the background Is colourful and my hair Is black It makes It really stand out. I also love the pose im doing It's like the song by Blood On The Dance Floor - I Got My Mad Rad Hair, and I must say I do have mad rad hair. I also look really young, because this photo was taken early on In the year, but this Is when my hair was really long, I miss my long hair, but I'm growing It back! So no worries.

Ok so as I mentioned Dahvie Vanity, this Is him. His hair I love, It's big, It's colourful and It's amazing. I love his music too, which I strongly think you should listen to them, they are called Blood On The Dance Foor. His makeup is different too, I just completely love him In everyway, I have goggles just like them now for when I wear my hair like him. He Is my idol. Dahvie Vanity, Is different to most people, he is REAL! His voice Isn't computer generated, his voice Isn't touched up, his voice Is his normal singing voice.








This Is Jayy Von Monroe, the other singer of Blood On The Dance Floor, his voice Is also REAL. I also love his hair, there Is many people with this hairstyle but this would be my favourite out of them all, plus It's PURPLE, one of my favourite colours EVER! No, his top does not say Star Wars, It says Star Mars. He has lot's of piercings thats another thing I love about him, I want them piercings and hopefully be getting them soon.











This Is a picture of Se7en. I love this hair because It's different and It Isn't just 1 shade of brown, It's several. I aslo love his lip ring and his shades. He Is very amazing in everyway, If I was a boy I would have very similar hair. I would also love to have his looks and basically I would wish to be Se7en! He's also from a band called Brokencyde, I also say give them a listen.

This Is Sam Llansing, he is a model. I do love his hair, and how It keeps changing, I loved his old hair alot more though. Everyone gets confussed between Sam and Chris with their old hair but I cant tell the difference, hence one had lip rings the other one didn't and they looked completely different. He has quite an old camera too, but yet the quality is the best!











I haven't mentioned him yet and I'm bored of starting these paragraphs the same so I thought I would give It a change. So this is Paul Griffiths, he has his own clothing line called Babycakes, In this top he Is wearing one of his designs he made, called Lightning Bolt, and In my personal opinion I think It's a cute design and amazing top, I want one! Paul's hair Is very amazing, I love how It all goes towards one side and his fringe Is the best It's so cute!










Another band, One Night Only, recently realised some new songs, I do recommend It but their old stuff alot more, I find their old stuff alot better than their new stuff. George Craig (the one at the front/lead singer) has amazing hair, Infact It's very similar to Paul's but messier and longer. I think that's why I like their hair, messy and long, lovely!






Mimo Evans, an amazing person, very beautiful. Her makeup Is done In her own style, she Is different and proud! Her hair Is also amazing, as It's several shades of brown again just like Se7en's but obviously longer and styled different. She wears hundreds of BLACK shag bands (that's the style). She Is currently with Alex Evans, and they both have amazing hair, I must say her's Is In the top 3 of my favourite girls hairstyles.











Matthew Lush, he has had many different styles and many different colours, but this has to be my favourite style, and favourite colour. Blue suits his pale complexion very well, It makes his face stand out from the sofa, Insted of making It blend In. Matthew Lush has his top for girls saying, I love Matthew Lush, yet he's gay so It's kind of a joke.











Kai London, good friends with Sam and Chris, had very amazing hair and wears stop strange clothes, but they do suit him well. I love his style and who he Is, and how he Isn't afraid of being himself. He's In a band, not a very well known one, but they are called Vertigo Infection, you won't find one of his songs on the Internet, but If you want to listen to It I can send you the link where you can find It.










 This Is Hans Harling, his hair Is very similar to Dahvie Vanity's, I love his hair alot too, and his makeup. He's a model as you can tell In this picture, he is supose to look destroyed but also confussed. He only wears 1 shag band, because that's his style. Yes before you was It, he Is a tranny and a very proud one! I love his black and white mix of hair In picture too as It stands out.











Chris Drew, In a band called Never Shout Never. I do recommend you to listen to them. His famous saying is "Love Is My Weapon". His hair Is similar to Paul Griffiths's and George Craig's. Apart from Chris's fringe goes a different way to theirs. But It suitts him. He wear rosemary beads, just like me, and they suit his whole nature and peace, hippy type thing too.











This Is Chris Dakota, who I have talked about In many of my other paragraphs. I love his hair because It's one colour ontop of another. He also Isn't afraid to wear tights, no he Isn't gay he Is bi before you ask. He's a model and does lots of modeling with Sam, he loves Pokemon and old games like that. His eyes are like doll eyes, very big, yet beautiful.











Brandon Hilton, his hair Is a very light blonde with a hint of blackey brown In the fringe. His makeup is very big and lovely. He has the perfect smooth skin, but then again this picture has been photoshoped. I love his jacket too, his eyes are very pretty and his eyebrows and very well looked after.






This Is Alex Evans, he Is a model, a clothing designer and a photographer. He has as everyone says "the best blue eyes". His hair Is very  lovely and very well cared for. I would love to have his hair too If I was a boy. His blue eyes are very amazing, and so Is his hair, I love everything about him.








This Is a random emo girl, but Im having my hair like her, and I love her hair and makeup. Her face is very pale but her hair Is black and she has a pink bow to balance out the colour so her face doesn't look to pale. I'm growing my hair like this aswell so It's big at the top but really long at the bottom.











Brian Strieker, I love how his hair Is 2 different colours faded Into one another. He's dying the red/pink side black soon, wait he's done that early this week. So he's dyed that side black. It looks cool but alot better how It Is In this picture. He has a few piercings and Is a very amazing person.












Antony Bramley, a very cute and good looking lad. He has coon tails In this picture (I LOVE THEM!), and how his fringe Is really long. He's one of my closest friends and Is there for me when I need him (which Is pretty much all the time). He's one of my ultimate bestfriends EVER! Antony Bramley, I Love You. Look closely In this picture and on his cheek he has a splodge on blue hairdye on his face. Bless him. He Is truely amazing.